I don't know what's going on. I feel blue. I want everything I had before, and I don't see how to get it back. I want back my smile. I want back the satisfaction when I complete a task. I want back my friends, the feelings, the passion. Everything is so different now. Everything. And I keep on going back to the beggining. I keep on missing the way you used to look at me, and all the peace we used to feel when we were together. Oh, I wish you were here... I wish so many things. But all I really want is one more day to make you change your mind and don't leave these feelings behind.
Well, I see I always go back to the same point - I don't know how to say good-bye. I don't know when to say it's over. How can I turn it off? I don't know how to handle the fact that I need to leave behind all those magic moments, all those happy days. Why is everything changing? And then all I have it's the empty. The nothing. The no feeling. I got stuck between the past and the present. Between the things that are changing and my desire for them to stay the same. I know I need to get over it and move on. I have to learn how to look around and realize how all those past experiences made me who I am today.
It's just really hard to see that everything's fading away and everybody is so indefferent about it. It's hard to let it go, look ahead and wait for a future that I'm not sure about. Even though I have all the possibilities - to succeed, to be happy, to go on with my life... I still gonna miss this, and I still gonna miss us. At the end there's nothing but the silence, and maybe what we didn't say it's what it's gonna last forever.
Well, I see I always go back to the same point - I don't know how to say good-bye. I don't know when to say it's over. How can I turn it off? I don't know how to handle the fact that I need to leave behind all those magic moments, all those happy days. Why is everything changing? And then all I have it's the empty. The nothing. The no feeling. I got stuck between the past and the present. Between the things that are changing and my desire for them to stay the same. I know I need to get over it and move on. I have to learn how to look around and realize how all those past experiences made me who I am today.
It's just really hard to see that everything's fading away and everybody is so indefferent about it. It's hard to let it go, look ahead and wait for a future that I'm not sure about. Even though I have all the possibilities - to succeed, to be happy, to go on with my life... I still gonna miss this, and I still gonna miss us. At the end there's nothing but the silence, and maybe what we didn't say it's what it's gonna last forever.
4 comments:
leooo
tah lindo o teu blog! um misto de emoções! passarei aki mais vezes ;)
o frio jah chegou (p variar), mas eu vou escapar dele... vou voltar p o Brasil semana q vem :)
te cuida por aí!
td melhor na tua vida! q deus abençoe teus sonhos!
bjoks :***
I really like your emotional appeal in this post. I felt drawn to it.
Very Good!
I'm going to add a link to this blog, if you'd like?
thank you!
i'm really stressing out about my submission, lol. make sure you read the PREFACE part first, it goes before it. It's in a couple posts below it.
i've added you link!
thank you so much. :)
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